Somewhere, during the elaborate chorÂeography leading up to my initial meeting with Issa Rae, a miscommunication between her publicist and me led to my asking Rae how the filming of her pilot was going. Rae pressed her chin to her chest and rolled her eyes upward, making the universal face for: ââAre you kidding me?ââ Actually, she explained, the show had no director attached, no pit crew, not even the slightest inkling of a cast. She was nowhere near filming. All she had was a finished script and a charged cellphone.
It was a sweltering March morning, and we were sitting in her office in Inglewood, Calif., a small and efficient affair just a few blocks from where she grew up. Itâs little more than a couple of nearly empty rooms, mostly used for meetings â" that is, when Rae has meetings to take. She pulled out a box of Frito-Lay snack packs and offered me one.
Rae, who is 30, was fresh off a photo shoot for the May issue of Essence magazine. It had anointed her, per the cover line, a ââgame changer,ââ alongside some of the biggest names in television and film, including Shonda Rhimes and Ava DuVernay. Two years ago, HBO hired Rae based on the viral success of her YouTube show ââThe Misadventures of Awkward Black Girl,ââ which she wrote, directed and starred in. The first episode alone attracted almost two million views by serving up a slice of black life not often available on-screen â" a quirky, misanthropic main character, like Liz Lemon but with more melanin.
Rae looked at her phone briefly, then asked me if Iâd read a story published that day on the website Indiewire. It was a sort of census of TV pilots, and it found that 73 were in the works featuring black actors in major roles. Included in that tally was the show Rae is developing for HBO, tentatively titled ââInsecure.ââ But her part as the lead character was the only one sheâd been able to cast. People had warned her that television is notoriously slow, but it has been excruciating for Rae, who built her career ad hoc, out of her bedroom.
Recently, the critical and commercial success of shows like ââBlack-ishââ and ââEmpireââ has demonstrated to Hollywood executives that the public is hungry for complex characters of color. Now they must figure out how to bring them to life. In a way, whether Hollywood can adapt to creators like Rae will be a litmus test for how seriously it takes black entertainment.
I had seen the story on Indiewire, and mentioned that 73 seemed higher than I expected. Rae slowly nodded, tempering her optimism: ââIt still feels like we need to be in charge to prioritize story lines. Behind the scenes, it can be very white.ââ I asked if she thought that mattered. ââI think so,ââ she said. ââOtherwise, it could just be a trend.ââ
A few days later, Rae took me for a ride past the strip malls, drought-parched lawns and stucco houses that make up View Park-Windsor Hills, the South Los Angeles neighborhood where she spent her formative years. She bounced giddily in the driverâs seat as she reeled off a list of beloved black movies and television shows set in the area: ââBoyz N the Hood,ââ ââMoesha,ââ the rom-com ââLove and Basketballââ and the TV show ââGirlfriends.ââ These movies and shows captivated Rae when she was young, not because they were shot near her but because they offered a glimpse of how black lives could be depicted on-screen. They felt real to her, textured, authentic creations.
Windsor Hills is also known for being among the wealthiest black neighborhoods in the country. Rae drove us by a low-slung ranch house that, from the outside, appeared to have a generous rec room, and a palatial white home that Rae said had probably been added to since she lived there. They were just a couple of blocks apart, and she spent two large, but very separate, portions of her childhood in them.
Her mother, Delyna, is from Louisiana, and her father, Abdoulaye, is from Senegal. They met while studying in France, started a family, then moved around a lot before briefly settling with their five young children in Windsor Hills in the â80s. Adboulaye, a doctor, was working to build a pediatric clinic in nearby Inglewood. His clinic is still there, on the corner of West Manchester Boulevard and South Seventh Avenue. Rae took me by it as part of her tour, and the building bears his name in 1,000-point font: A. Diop Family Care Medical Group. (Issa Raeâs full name is Jo-Issa Rae Diop.) The family fell into an exceptionally average life, until escalating gang violence unnerved Raeâs mother. She insisted that the family relocate to Senegal, and Raeâs father agreed; living in Africa would also instill his children with discipline and respect for their heritage.
In 1988, they moved to a lavish home, kitted out with a security guard and a maid, in an upscale neighborhood in Dakar â" the capital and Abdoulayeâs hometown. Raeâs father tried and failed to open a hospital there, and after about two years, the family moved back to Windsor Hills. Raeâs mother enrolled her in one of the best schools in South Los Angeles, King/Drew Magnet High School of Medicine and Science.
Until then, Rae had zigzagged between private schools, where she stood out for being black, and public schools, where she was mocked for her so-called white affectations. King/Drew was largely black and Latino, and she relished her immersion in mainstream American black culture, which until then she had mostly experienced through TV. Rae calls it her ââpinnacle black experience.ââ It was also here that she began taking acting seriously. King/Drewâs drama department often staged complex and challenging narratives about race; Rae participated in a production of ââOn Striversâ Row,ââ a 1939 play about class conflict among Harlemites.
Rae went to Stanford University, where she majored in African and African-American studies. She found the drama department to be bland in comparison with King/Drewâs, but she continued acting and directing outside it. Inspired by a classmate whoâd written and produced a D.I.Y. hip-hop opera, Rae started working on a project of her own: a stage adaptation of Spike Leeâs ââSchool Daze.ââ It attracted a packed house. Rae realized she liked writing and producing â" as well as the feeling of bypassing gatekeepers.
A 20-minute drive from campus, in a makeshift office above a Japanese restaurant in San Mateo, Chad Hurley, Steve Chen and Jawed Karim were developing a video-sharing website called YouTube. When Rae first discovered the site, she mostly used it to watch old ââAmerican Idolââ clips. Soon she started to make raunchy music videos with her friends and classmates for parody songs they wrote, like ââWorking the Vââ and ââNani Pop.ââ
During her senior year, she recruited friends to star in a soapy, low-budget mockumentary series she wrote about student life at Stanford called ââDorm Diaries.ââ The series alternated between vignettes of action and confessionals, like those on MTVâs ââReal World.ââ But unlike the cast of that show, which tends to include one or two black characters per season, Raeâs actors were all black. Rae posted episodes of ââDorm Diariesââ to Facebook, and the show quickly circulated around her campus. From there, it spread to others, like Georgetown and Harvard. Rae learned that she had a knack for portraying everyday black life â" not made special by its otherness or defined in contrast to whiteness, but treated as a subject worthy of exploration all of its own. ââIt was a light bulb, my epiphany moment,ââ she says.
After graduating in 2007, Rae got a fellowship at the Public Theater in New York. She planned to pitch ââDorm Diariesââ to MTV or BET. Then, one night, thieves broke into her Washington Heights apartment and stole thousands of dollarsâ worth of equipment, including her laptops, camera and all of her tapes. Even her scripts and the pitch reel she was polishing for the networks were taken.
The burglary left her in debt and depressed; you canât make movies without equipment. Still, she forced herself to attend film networking events. She found them absurd and torturous, especially for an introvert (which Rae likes to claim she is). After a particularly excruciating gathering, Rae was sitting on her bed in her apartment, drawing in her journal. She scrawled out the words: ââIâm awkward. And black.ââ Rae liked the way they challenged the archetypes generally available for black people in entertainment, especially women, who are often cast as sassy, power tops, angry or motherly figures â" sometimes a combination of them all â" but rarely awkward. This thought process led her to create a character that, much like Rae herself, defied these stereotypes: a woman at home in her blackness, but shy, who grappled with her identity, and who loved rap music but couldnât dance to it to save her life. This sketch became the basis for her alter ego, J, the protagonist of ââAwkward Black Girl.ââ
In Raeâs best-selling memoir, also called ââThe Misadventures of Awkward Black Girl,ââ published earlier this year, she writes about her discomfort with ââPrecious,ââ the critically acclaimed 2009 movie about an abused, illiterate, pregnant black teenager. It is punishing to watch; in one of its most vivid scenes, Precious steals and eats a bucket of fried chicken and then vomits into a trash can. Rae felt uneasy âânot because I disliked the film, not because I couldnât relate to the story, but because Hollywood was so [expletive] excited about this movie,ââ she writes. ââIs that what it takes to create a sympathetic black female lead character?ââ In a sense, it is this question that has animated Raeâs short career in television writing.
One episode of ââAwkward Black Girl,ââ titled ââThe Job,ââ encapsulates the showâs seamless blend of race politics and Seinfeldian situational comedy. On the show, J works as a telemarketer for Gutbusters, a dubious weight-loss-supplement company in Los Angeles, and in this particular episode, she cuts off all of her hair after a boyfriend dumps her. Jâs boss, an older white woman, becomes fascinated with the haircut, asking a series of rapid-fire questions: ââDo you wash it?ââ ââCan you wash it?ââ ââCan I touch it?ââ Jâs eyes widen in disbelief as she fantasizes about a variety of ways to shut her up, including smushing her boss in the face and yelling ââStop!ââ Eventually, she is required to attend anger-management counseling, which allows her to grow closer to another attendee: a gentle blond man named Jay (christened White Jay by fans, a name that stuck).
Part of the sly genius of the show is that viewers are let in on Jâs interior monologue â" the show leans heavily on voice-over â" and much of the humor comes from the tension between her self-image and the impression she makes on others, who generally struggle to reconcile all of the seemingly incongruent aspects of her identity. In one episode, after J sleeps over at White Jayâs house and borrows a clean shirt from him, a new receptionist gives Jâs short Afro and baggy clothes a knowing smirk, and invites her to an L.G.B.T. support group. J scrambles to come up with a way to say she isnât gay without causing offense, but she canât find one, so she reluctantly accepts the invitation.
Rae grew up in the â90s, which is sometimes called the golden era of black television. Many of the most memorable shows on TV that decade â" ââThe Fresh Prince of Bel-Air,ââ ââFamily Matters,ââ ââMartin,ââ ââIn Living Color,ââ ââSister, Sisterââ â" starred black actors and were written by black writers, and many had long runs on major networks. Some smaller networks had entire lineups that skewed black, too: Fox, UPN and the WB in particular. But this era was short-lived. Kristal Brent Zook, the author of ââColor by Fox: The Fox Network and the Revolution in Black Television,ââ says that the collapse was caused by these networks tacking toward the mainstream. In the mid-â90s, Fox started to model itself after the Big Three networks. ââOnce they had the means to move up in the world, they didnât need the African-American viewer anymore,ââ Zook says. ââIn 1994, they just canceled the majority of black-produced shows in one fell swoop.ââ UPN ended up in CBSâs portfolio and was then merged with the WB to form a new station called the CW, best known for ââGilmore Girls.ââ
Black television was a lifeline for Rae, especially during a period of her childhood spent in Maryland. ââWhen I was in Potomac as the sole black girl, these shows were my access to black culture in some ways,ââ she writes in her memoir. ââWhen I moved to Los Angeles, and the kids said I talked white but had nappy hair, I found a sort of solace in knowing that Freddie from âA Different Worldâ and Synclaire from âLiving Singleâ were napped out, too. I could be worse things.ââ Freddie and Synclaire were free-spirited black women who could be described in many ways â" artsy, oddballs, sporty, cultivators of strange hobbies and affectations â" and yet were unequivocally and undeniably black.
As she grew up, Rae became disillusioned by the rise of catty reality-television tropes and token stock characters. She describes them in her book as the ââextremely tragic black woman, or the magic helpless Negro, or the many black men in dresses.ââ
ââHow hard is it to portray a three-dimensional woman of color on television or in film?ââ she writes. ââIâm surrounded by them. Theyâre my friends. I talk to them every day. How come Hollywood wonât acknowledge us? Are we a joke to them?ââ
Her own show was an instant hit online in 2011, and soon a number of networks and production companies expressed interest in adapting ââAwkward Black Girlââ for prime-time TV. To Raeâs disappointment, most wanted to completely rework the show. Rae recalls a phone conversation with a network executive who wanted to make it into a pan-racial franchise operation, starting with ââAwkward Indian Boy.ââ Another suggested Rae recast the lead with a lighter-skinned actress with long, straight hair â" in essence, the exact opposite of Rae. She turned down the offers.
ââThey wanted to make it as broad as possible, broadly niche, but I was like: No, thatâs not what this is about,ââ she says. Another botched opportunity came in the summer of 2012 with Shonda Rhimes and Rhimesâs production partner, Betsy Beers. Rae pitched them a show called ââI Hate L.A. Dudes,ââ a comedy about a woman trying to date preening, image-obsessed men in Hollywood. Rhimes and Beers loved it so much that they sold it to ABC. But Rae had trouble getting the script ready for pilot-reading season that winter. She recalls fielding constant, sometimes overlapping and contradictory notes from the network and Rhimesâs team. (Rhimes declined to be interviewed for this story.) In the end, her treatment fell short of expectations, and the pilot wasnât picked up. ââI compromised my vision, and it didnât end up the show that I wanted,ââ she says. ââIt wasnât funny anymore.ââ
While Rae grappled with the pressure to dilute her sensibilities to find mainstream approval, Silicon Valley would once again intervene in her favor. The rise of digital streaming over the past few years has altered the calculus of representation in television. Broadcast networks are no longer the sole creators and distributors of shows; a vast array is being produced by media and technology companies, including Snapchat, Yahoo, Hulu and Amazon. Even premium networks like Showtime and HBO have introduced stand-alone digital products to appeal to younger viewers and have shifted their focus to making original programming â" which, in the long run, may drive subscriptions. This shift allows â" and encourages â" the creation of bold, nontraditional programming that can be aimed at specific audiences instead of the broadest market possible.
In February 2013, Rae received a call from Casey Bloys, executive vice president of programming at HBO, who wondered if she had any other ideas to pitch. She eventually came to the network with the concept for ââInsecure.ââ Itâs about a woman on the brink of turning 30 who is wrestling with the onset of her delayed adulthood. She would be played by, and loosely based on, Rae.
Rae happened to share a management firm, 3 Arts, with the actor and writer Larry Wilmore, and it arranged for Wilmore to walk her through the screenwriting process. Before he joined Comedy Central, Wilmore had a hand in practically every black television show of note: ââIn Living Color,ââ ââThe Fresh Prince of Bel-Air,ââ ââThe Jamie Foxx Show,ââ ââThe Bernie Mac Show,ââ ââThe PJs,ââ ââSister, Sisterââ and even the short-lived ââWhoopi.ââ He spent a month interviewing Rae. They would sit for hours on his buildingâs rooftop in downtown Los Angeles. ââI asked her what was going on in her life, whatâs important to her, her sex life, what she thinks about, and we built the show out of that,ââ Wilmore says. ââShe had the ideas for characters, and we created a world around them.ââ They wrote the first script in eight days and revised it over the following weeks.
HBO approved the script for ââInsecureââ in the fall of 2013. Rae was excited to hire a support staff of other nonwhite writers and producers who would be intimately familiar with the milieu inhabited by her characters. She had a wish list of people she liked â" primarily young women of color â" but she soon found out HBO had little interest in hiring them. Generally, an HBO spokeswoman said, the network wants people who have experience.
By this March, Rae was eager for some forward momentum but still wary of ending up with the wrong team. She knew she needed a showrunner who would be amenable to her vision and polished enough to please the networks. Chris Rock had expressed interest in directing the pilot episode of the show, but he wanted to shoot it in New York. This would have been convenient for him but would have undermined Raeâs desire to depict her Southern California home. (Rock declined to comment.) Eventually, HBO offered a promising candidate: Prentice Penny, a black showrunner with a reputation for his work on ââScrubs,ââ ââBrooklyn Nine-Nineââ and the colorfully strange ââHappy Endings.ââ
Shortly after our conversation in her office, Rae and I drove to a gastropub in Culver City, where she and Penny were scheduled to meet. We were shown to a booth in the back of the restaurant, an industrial-chic joint with exposed steel piping. As we waited for Penny to arrive, Rae fidgeted, obsessively smoothing out her checkered button-down shirt. She was nervous; a lot was riding on the meeting. A few minutes later, Penny breezed in, looking every bit the part of a successful Hollywood writer, with the kind of dewy skin that comes from expensive moisturizers and a visibly sculpted physique beneath a fitted periwinkle shirt and stylishly tapered sweatpants.
He sat down, summoned the waiter and ordered a Manhattan. Then he told Rae that he had a message from Mara Brock Akil, the creator of the UPN sitcom ââGirlfriends,ââ which gave Penny his start as a writer. When she heard that he was meeting with Rae about her show, she gave him a stern warning: ââShe said, âDonât [expletive] it up! Get this black girlâs vision right.ââââ Both broke into laughter. Penny continued: ââI told her, âThatâs easy!ââââ
Penny asked Rae where she grew up, and when she told him, his face lit up in recognition. He knew Windsor Hills well, and they played that classic Southern California name game of intersections and boulevards. Rae sat back in the booth, a beatific grin spreading across her face. ââThatâs the neighborhood I want to depict,ââ she said.
Rae and Penny ordered food and talked about how theyâd handle some of the scenes in the treatment. In one scene, Raeâs character is dumped and goes on a bender; in another, she and her best friend, Molly, have a philosophical discussion about Marge Simpson. He told her to focus on the relationship between the two protagonists. ââPeople will watch if Molly and Issa have chemistry,ââ he said. Penny pushed Rae to think about the vibe of her show: its look (polished or gritty?), the pace (quick cuts or slow-moving scenes?) and even the color palette (washed-out or glossy?). He said it would be important to differentiate her show from HBOâs other female-centric offerings, to increase not only its chances of being picked up for a full season but also the likelihood of a renewal for a second season. And renewal is the goal, he said â" thereâs no surer sign of success in Hollywood.
ââInsecureââ will deal with race and cultural identity directly, so Penny encouraged Rae to think creatively about how she might portray the duality between what he described as ââthe internal and external Issa.ââ Despite some writersâ ambivalence about voice-over, Penny praised her use of it, especially on ââAwkward Black Girl.ââ One of Raeâs strengths as a writer is her ability to wring comedy out of the peculiarity of the black experience in America, specifically what W. E. B. Du Bois called ââdouble-consciousnessââ: the sense that youâre always looking at yourself through the eyes of others, and trying to pre-emptively understand what judgments and opinions they may be making about you at any given moment. Penny seemed to understand this. ââThese are the things that we as black people think and feel and canât say,ââ he said. ââItâs the fine line we all walk.ââ
Lena Waithe, a producer of the recent movie ââDear White People,ââ thinks a coming cluster of TV shows, including Raeâs, will broaden the types of stories being told about black America. ââShe was at the beginning of the wave of creators, black millennials who donât fit into either stream,ââ she says. ââThey donât come from the âhood, but they arenât the Huxtables.ââ She pointed to Jerrod Carmichael and Donald Glover, two black comics whose pilots were recently picked up. ââThere are black people on television, but theyâre still painted with broad strokes,ââ she says. ââWe don't have characters painted with tiny paintbrushes.ââ
Raeâs desire to render her world accurately has pushed her to be particular about her hiring decisions. To direct her pilot, Rae signed on Melina Matsoukas, best known for her lush art direction on music videos, including Rihannaâs ââWe Found Love.ââ At a casting session in July, Matsoukas and Rae were auditioning a woman for the Molly character. Molly is modeled on Raeâs real-life best friend, a corporate lawyer who grew up in South Central and can flawlessly toggle her speech patterns and behaviors to suit her environment. Rae didnât quite know how to ask the actress to act more ââstreet,ââ but she needed to see if she could code-switch with the same dexterity as her friend. Matsoukas tried to guide the actress through it, and she fumbled despite the coaching, helping Rae realize she might not be the right person for the role.
As Rae sees it, the lack of diversity in writersâ rooms makes it hard to develop complex characters of color on-screen. Her solution is to bring more people of color into the television-writing pipeline, so she spends much of her free time working on Color Creative, a digital platform she co-founded for minority writers. She helps produce and find funding for their web shows, and offers aspiring writers a place to showcase their work. She started the organization, in part, as a response to her own difficulties with the network pitching process. ââI donât ever want it to be just me, ever,ââ she says. ââThat is the worst feeling, to be alone, because then all the pressure is on you. People expect you to be the voice of everyone.ââ
As Penny and Rae finished their meal, Penny told her stories from his decade-long career, in which he was, more often than not, the only black person in the writersâ room. In 2000, he made a film about the way men and women interpret milestones in relationships. Its working title was ââYou Say Tomato,ââ but his production company wanted to package it better for a black audience. Rae erupted with laughter as he dropped the punch line: The movie was eventually released as ââSoul Talkinâ.ââ
Throughout the arc of his career, Penny explained, he has often found himself in situations that required a delicate touch, and he stressed the importance of staying professional in uncomfortable settings. His anecdotes and advice added up to something like a guide to navigating Hollywood while black. Rae listened, rapt, drinking in his words. He later summarized his philosophy to me this way: ââMake sure youâre professional, and your stuff is tight. Have it together. You canât ever look like you are not on your game. As a writer of color, be strategic, and be careful.ââ
The check came, and Rae picked it up. Before they left, they lingered, seemingly reluctant to say goodbye. Eventually, Penny grew serious, offering words of motivation. ââI want you to win,ââ he said. ââIf you win, another Issa wins. And another, and another.ââ
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